Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Not a Writer
by Ray Shay



Theresa and I put our three sons to bed several hours ago and here I am still sitting in the dark typing away on my IPAD.  It is only a few brief hours before both sunrise and my deadline. 

I am trying without much luck to write my eWeekly lead story.  It is simply not happening. Some may call it writer's block, but I have never viewed myself as a writer, so I'm not buying it.

I still smile when I think about walking across the shopping center parking lot in 4S Ranch when I stopped and waived for a vehicle to go past me.  The lady braked her car abruptly and stared at me for a moment before yelling out the passenger window in a loud boisterous voice, "I can't run you over.  I love your stories too much."

I still have no idea who that lady was or so many other people who have mentioned things to me about my stories.   I really don't know why people find them so intriguing.  It has honestly been a surprise to me.  

Maybe it is because I admit I'm a work in progress, my hilarious journey I love so much with Theresa and our children, or that I just share thin slices of everyday life that resonates somewhere in the psyche of others? I really don't know.   

I only started writing stories on a whim about five or six years ago.  Then it all got traction as they say and people seem to like reading them.  It has resulted in me developing a sense of responsibility.  A feeling that each week I need to provide something of value. 

In the quiet solitude in this early morning, I can only offer honesty. I just don't have it.  Though I often share slices of my life there is a much bigger pie that is rightfully kept hidden.  The things all of us keep private and choose not share.  And that too is OK. 

I wish each of you a great week and promise next week I will have a story hopefully worth your time.  In the meantime to the nice lady in the car, be patient as I will keep a keen eye out for you in hopes you will hit the break instead of the accelerator if our paths do cross.

Have a great week.